YOU KNOW IT REALLY SUCKS WHEN THEY JUST IGNORE YOU
EVEN IF YOU WERE TRYING TO APOLOGISE
IT REALLY SUCKS LIKE SHIT WHEN THEY GIVE ME THE COLD SHOULDER MAN
IM TRYING TO MAKE UP FOR WHAT I DID
GIVE ME A CHANCE
HEY HEY YO YO! :D

Finally my dad is back from China, LAPTOP IZ BACK!
MTDC was alright yesterday, had fun during theory, sectionals and combine
But before and after all those wasnt really fun at all
Kind of depressing really

Im sorry
Im in a really bad mood these days because of all the things that were happening at home. Maybe I pissed you off by my stupid behaviour, or whatever that I did
I hate it when you dont talk to me at all. I rather you shout in my face, punch me, and slap me for all I care. It really sucks when you give me the cold shoulder
Lunch, in the cab, walking up to the band room, after combine, going back home, in the bus, without your voice, without your goofy face that makes me laugh, without you smiling at me
All the fun I had earlier seemed as if it didnt happen at all, I forgot everything
I know I had a part to play in all these, I didnt talk to you either, but I was just in a bad mood, I wanted to keep quiet, I wanted to be alone
Maybe all these times, walking out on you guys just makes you all really pissed and angry
I just want you all to know, that me walking away, was just hoping that everything would be settled when Im gone
Im not gonna say Im fragile and easily hurt, I just dont have such confidence in myself

Omg I think everything I said was nonsense and it didnt make any sense at all
HAHAHA HAIII :D

Ohmykanina, its been dont know how long since I posted man! Stupid no computer out of society life sucks balls.
YAY CHINESE NEW YEAR! Ang pao ang pao ang pao ang paozxzxx

Schools okay I guess, still cant get used to the whole 'upper sec' thing. Homework is piling up like siao, and I cant get some of the lessons.
GUESS WHAT! Im gonna fail my first history graded assignment, my first geog test, and probaby my first social studies graded assignment :/

Band is fineee, omgomg we're playing fanfare for CNY! Hahahah omg kewllls
OH YAH MUST ADVERTISE FOR LIMELIGHT!

Tickets are at $10 for students, $20 for adults
7th April Esplanade Concert Hall
Contact ME! or any of the SMSB band members for tickets
COME COME COME COME COME!
HEHAHO! Havent been blogging for superuper long
Computer was UNFORTUNATELY smashed by my father out of anger
So apparently no ones gonna see me on msn for a really long time
Cause this internet place doesnt have it.
PFFFT what the kns is this!

Back from camp, yeapyeap thousands on ant bites and insect bites at my leg, esp me foot :/
Theres like alot of scars due to my awesome scratching
AND my mama said I got darker! Which is a good thing for me, and I LOST 2KG
Finally back to 40 somethings, but still close to 50 D:
I IZ FAT AND I ADMIT IT :D

New class is quite okay, made new friends! Hahhaha kay that sounded stupid. But Im still quite liking my class now, if I exclude all the bimbos in my class,
its perfect :D

Band was alright yesterday, had tutoring with Mr lun. I just realised I still dont know my scales and my basics sucks balls. Omfg why am I in MTDC --
Band tomorrow and CCA fair on Friday, CANT WAIT

Cant blog for too long, cause apparently they charge $1 for half an hour
Life sucks with no computers man,
I feel so out of society